Oblivion...

“beating softly”: hey! u don’t have to look after me...am fine here...go run along with ur plans...i’ll be here when u need me!...

me: running...what’s that noise?!...umm...it’s probably nothing!...
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“beating anxiously”: I know I said u don’t have to worry about me...but it w’d be nice if u looked my way every once in a while!...just see how am doing!...

me: still running...still cant hear a thing!...
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“beating violently”: hey bitch!...i can’t take this anymore...u cant keep doing this to me...like it or not am here...i know u can hear me!!...

me: why a heart attack sounds like a good idea right now?!!