Now n' Then

Looking at my blogger profile down there…somehow it felt funny…I took the time to write it when I first started blogging back in 2005 I still cant believe it’s been two years already!!...i can say it was the first serious profile for me n’ I copied n’ pasted it since then…
How much of the person I used to be is left?!...Lets see!!

Somehow I still don’t always know what exactly I want...but now I can clearly say I know exactly what I don’t want…

I guess consciously or not i still offend thin-skinned ppl. but I learned my lesson the hard way to tone it down...

Yesterday, today, tomorrow n’ forevermore my hate for racism and racists was, is and will always be as intense as ever...

I think i got over my 2pac obsession n’ I can say that it is much more healthier now...i still like him as an artist n’ as a man :P...i still believe in everything good he represented...i still believe he converted to Islam n’ now am convinced that he’s dead...

When all's said and done am still praying for better days yet to come...

Ancient History!!

Going through some old stuff I stumbled on this piece of old paper...I have no idea why I kept it all these days...or should i say years!!...

I remember that I used to love math n' physics but after a whole year in collage I realized that there's nothing real about real analysis...mechanics was kinda nice though!! Either ways I failed n' looking at this piece of paper am not so sure what they meant by the piece of information circled in red!!!!

I had a good laugh out of this :)

Hearts & Minds

Dear blog,

Sorry I’ve been away for so long but what can I say?!...well when life can’t get any better it can only get worse :) ...NAAA it’s not that bad not bad at all but if I learned something the past few months it would be this “am putting it here for me to remember”:

“Breaking the rules can be fun sometimes, BUT it’s never fun to break ur own rules...Get ur rules straight, get ur mind straight”

W RAMADAN KAREEM!!

Sharsha7a Day...

Yesterday at work everyone was feeling down in the dumps...that's when we came up with the "Anti-Depression Club" with few selected ppl. from different departments...the activities of this club is scheduled on every Monday...
Today's activity is called "Sharsha7a Day" literal translation w'd be "Fashion-mess Day"...we get to wear whatever we want as long as we look a mess...so my choice for today was: yellow boots, fire-red socks, black skirt "so I can reveal the socks :P", orange long T-shirt+ black top with cap, brownish tie "dad's" and the T-shirt's price tag (I made sure that it was obvious enough)...guaranteed mess...

That was fun :D

When Life Can't Get Any Better!!

How can I be grateful enough?!…with all the blessings!...I just don’t know where to start…God have always been so generous n’ good to me…even if I spent the rest of my life…starting tonight…praising the lord only for the blessing of having such good ppl. around inspiring me all the way… I bet when I die I will still be buried in debt …

So another year passed already…am a quarter of a century old :P…God how time keeps on flying away?!…but as long as they r good times who the hell is counting!!…

Sending out love to my family, mom n’ dad my brothers n’ the rest of my extended family some really long list…but special thanks to Razan, Dima, Lubna n’ Lil Tammam “born on the same day 9 years later“ am glad that u turned out to be a rapper after all ;P…my sweet n’ most precious friends: Nisrin, Iyad, Amal, Dareen, Husam, Diala, Ramaz, Nora, Firas n’ Maysa…I simply can’t thank u all enough guys…also surprisingly I had a birthday surprise at work…that was sooo sweet n’ I really didn’t see it coming…Thanks n’ “Happy Birthday” to Mona the other birthday girl “GIMENIES ROCK!!!” n’ many thanks to sweet Laila, squeaky Dima, Nora, Haitham, Sara n’ the rest of the gang…I really had a blast of a time!!!...well life goes on n’ hopefully it will keep on getting better n’ better…THANK U ALL & THANK U GOD!!!...

Tag: 10 simple pleasures of mine

A nice cup of coffee first thin' in the morning
A 2pac song any time
A good book late at night
Hanging out with my sweet friends
Picking up a fun fight with my brothers :P
A good night sleep
When a simple wish come true
When problems solve themselves
Taking a hot bath on a cold day

Watching a nice movie

More ppl. To tag: 3ammo Sam, 3mmo Rahaf and 3ammo Noura...

The rules:
You have to use the picture in my post...You have to list exactly 10 points...You have to tag 3 bloggers when you are done.

FOR GOD SAKE!

First I thought it was some stupid joke...some ppl. with a lot of money n’ time to waist but after the third SMS I realized that those folks r serious...
Am talking about those new Islamic satellite TV channels...some have good graphics and interactive stuff...like the SMS bar...well...not exactly the kind of SMS I expected to see on an Islamic channel...
Here’s a sample using literal translation:Wanted a wife no. 2 “2nd wife ya3ni not to be mistaken for something else :P”: fertile, tall, beautiful and have an apartment...
I bet they receive some pretty good replies...of course all is for God sake!!! n’ who the hell r we to say other wise?!!...

Too much estrogen

This is more like a nagging post but what the hell!!...i share my new office at the new job with some other 3 girls who r driving me crazy…if I hear another word about learning a new dance or some new collection at some fancy store or some new shoes…someone is definitely going to get hurt…too much crap too much nonsense too much yaaaayee…there's nothing more annoying to me than over pretentious girly girls…why wont they just get over themselves n' drop dead…
I'll try to think of it as a challenge…if I can somehow influence a couple of them or simply just try not to beat the crap out of them…yet a bigger challenge for me :)…

How I hold on to my pencil?!

I always hated that ppl. always borrow my pencil at the office n' never give it back when it's the only thing I like to write with...So I came up with an idea...so far it it's working...not even that...when am offering it no one seems to be interested!!...Wonder why?!...

*there’s ‘ ه’ letter missing in the pic. * ... In English “this pencil is for donkeys-keep ur hands off”
I’ve been waiting for this a long time now...finally my boss was in a rush today and asked me for my pencil...i gave it to him n’ took off so he can figure it by himself...boy u should see the look on his face :D

"Off" is the word!

I did not quit on blogging. Thank you very much…

But I’ve been so off lately probably for the following reasons:

- Am between jobs now, I’ll be working with the new ppl. next month. While the old ones are giving me hard time Cuz they don’t want me to leave…

- Exams are on, with a great possibility that I might not make it to the third year as scheduled…

- My dear family are treating me overly nice probably cuz they can see how much am stressed out...

- It’s been ages since the last time I went to any of my grammas’ house…and it is starting to get into the “7aram”, “sin” zone…

- Am so disconnected from my friends and it’s killing me the most…