Thursday, September 22, 2005

...so consumed !...

HHHHHHHH...Another boring Thursday!...it's a work day....but with no work at all :\...my boss n' her daughter are out of town n' all the others left to do some work...so I was stuck alone...with nothing to do I started going through blogs...i've been doing this for the past few days...i realized that it can be really consuming... cus I actually read them word by word....

while listening to linking park...one link lead to the other...my head started to ache...O my God....what am I doing?!!....going through all these words with all the visuals...n' some of u people really got me sucked into u'r world...i couldn't think for myself for a while...it's like am caught up in some other worlds n' ways of thinking 8...i ended up at some Canadian Muslims community blog...something about someone who's a former Black Panther (the sole black organization in the entire history of black struggle against slavery and oppression in the United States that was armed and promoted a revolutionary agenda fighting for equality, justice and freedom)...i told myself that's it....i remember doing research about them...but I never had the chance to read them offline...with the rest of the "To Read" STACK...i quit blogs n' turned linkin park off...n' went straight to "blackpanther.org"...i heard about them for the first time trough 2pac...his mom was an activist...n' I started to here about them in some movies....i do have a thin' for black ppl...when I couldn't take it any more...i went online looking for some "aimless" chatting....yay!...i found a 2pac fan I meet earlier in some Black Panther Group on the net...he's kinda nice to talk to...lucky me he was bored too :\...when I thought it's getting better...a very mushy female voice came from the back asking me if I want anything "biddek shi?"...O my God she's the girl next door!...i thought I'll make it quick n' said "salamtek!"...but I didn't get out if it this easy :(...so I had to quit everythin' listen to her...O Boy...she's the kinda girls my brother like to call "cover the Face n' fuck the Base"...not exactly my kinda girls!...now she's telling me that she's quitting her job...I had to ask why...Surprise! Surprise!....her boss is falling for her...n' poor him she don't wanna hurt him as she's starting to fall for him too...BOOHOO...since I knew this girl...every man in this world...starting from every guy in every company in our floor...is falling for her...BFFFFFF...(only in her sick mind)…for God sake!...she has a boyfriend...seeing someone on the side...n' now her boss (40 something divorced n' married again with 3 kids!!!)...lets not forget every guy in this world!...n' still I have to be nice to her...cus I know for sure that under this smily face lies a BITCH...she can bring me down as she have a very long tong witch never stop talking about ppl behind their backs :S...I really feel sorry for her...but what a day!...now I feel sorry for ME...so I turned 2pac on n' started writing this...I really felt like letting it all out...now in the back some one singing with 2pac saying somethin' about if the world is a girl he'll stick somethin' in the ground...his way of saying fuck the world :D...at the end I just wanna say to all the girls out there(the dummy ones!)...WISE UP...there's much more to life than who's falling for who!...for God sake ppl r dying out there for their beliefs...while a lot of our youth is just so consumed with bullshit!...WISE UP!...i finished with this song!...

-Oh why should you send your child off too die In the streetz of chalk where they lie And no thugz cry when thugz cry Dear God Oh why does it have to be this way, I Children of today won't stay wise Let the children hear when thugz cry Dear God, alright-
2pac"when thugz cry "

13 comments:

no one said...

lak ya benti these kind of girls who get everything in the end...i mean everything...a good job ..a nice husband and nice life....
this is simply life!!

Ahmad Nassri (i N F i N i T E) said...

Trun on your anti spam confermation code in blogger honey ... you are getting a lot of overwhelming but fun comments ...

"I have a used scuba gear for sale site. It pretty much covers used scuba gear for sale related stuff."

i love this one ...

by the way ... i never get how you moved from linkin park to 2pac with on press of a button ???

i need to take at least a 4-5 minutes break before i can do that :P

Cute NK2 said...

poor Sharks .. i really feel for you . i hate this type of girl chit chat . it reminds me of Mama goose :) .. hang in there girl.

GraY FoX said...

lol ... I guess I know who Mama goose is cute nk2 :) .... i feel like sometimes we are saying things here only our gang can understand :D
anyways.. hey sharks... what's up girl ... you could have called us and we went out on thursday... lazy :D
i guess you took the anger of thursday all on that girl ... poor her.... lol... just teasing you
anyways... since you are interested in such topics... try to read about the skinheads... they are exactly the opposite
catchya later sweety :D

Sharks said...

Well NO ONE...unfortunately it's true!...i don't mind them getting the good life at all...but GOD they r so empty headed n' lame...n' not always that beautiful :S...

Hey ahmad...thx i turned it on now...n' if u read my first post u'd know that 2pac is my instant mood equalizer;)...do i understand the u like 2pac too?!...

Lek HHHH ya Nisreeneh!...am not quit sure who Mama goose is!...but i really felt like killing her that day!...but i speared her life...see how nice i am?!!;D...

Amo Iyad!...how could u feel sorry for her?!...am the poor one...after all am the one who's listening to crap!...but u'r right about me being lazy...i had a long nap that day ;p...n' am really thinking i should do more reading about skinheads...hopping i wont become one ;p...

Stellar said...

Totally funny... You know? It's totally cool that you actually broaden your horizons by learning about different groups out there. About the black panthers, well, there's a movie about them, I think it's called "Black Panthers" I'm not too sure though. It pretty much tells the whole story.

Yeah, I'm like you. I hate all that girlie type as well. They say they get the good life but what is a good life? In whose standards is it good? Certainly not me and people like me. I have higher goals in life than just to get married and life my life... I actually have a purpose.

Allah has given us an Amana to build this world and spread the good word. Just living my life is a waste of my time and I'm totally refuse to not have answer when Allah asks me in Judgement what have I done to his Amanah.

You should go out with Iyad and Nisrine, they are great to hang out with. I think you know that better than me since you've known them longer than I have :D

Yallah, when I get back, we'll both rebel against the normality of this world and just be something that nobody expects. :D

What do you say? :P

Omar said...

that was a fun read..
I met girls like that too. I feel like they try to impress by telling how many guys are falling for them..

LOL.. cover the face and fuck the base. Never heard that one before!

Sharks said...

Now that i know for sure who Mama Goose is...believe me guys she's much worse!...

Sara i totally agree with u that what's good life for them r not good at all for us...in who's eye?!...well in the eyes n' mind of 99% of this society...let's face it...girls like u n' if i may say me are often considered as weirdoes...or we r just saying that cus we r jealous or something!...DAAA!...
Now Amana is really a big word...it always freaks the hell out of me...wondering if am doing any good at it or not...

Just yesterday i was with Nisreen n' Iyad...they r the sweetest ever!...i don't know what am gonna do without those two...n' don't worry there's a lot of rebellion to do when u get here...they wont even know what hit them ;D...

Hey Omar!...glade u liked it...but believe me there's a difference between using it in a small talk n' being so consumed about it ALL the time!...
LOL...about the cover the face and fuck the base thing...don't tell anyone...but i actually found it in my lil brother's note book...he was describing some girl at his class...obviously she wear Hijab but quite bitchy two :D...

Stellar said...

You know what it is really? I don't care what people think. I mean I'm not hurting anybody. I personally find it awesome that people find me weird. :P I always took it as a compliment. I know I know, it makes me seem more weird. I just like to be different. I don't like part of the normality. It's sometimes hard because we try to figure out where do we exactly fit and usually nowhere because we're different. You know what though? Eventually we'll find people like us that we feel we belong with them. Fro example, you and me. I never thought in a million years that I'll find somebody just like you. A girl who knows what the hell I'm talking about. So patience is a great virtue...

About the Amanah, yes it's a huge word. But you know what? it's not as hard as you think. Just got to figure out what rold you want to chose to help build this world. Hence, when I get back I'm joining an environment organization. It's all about taking a stand in something. It's really simple. Wether you do it well or not, that's a different story but at least you are trying.

Hehehehehe.. Ya, I love hanging out with Iyad and Nisrine, they are one of the sweetest and coolest people on earth. Ooooh when I get back all 4 of us can hang out and be a happy family. Hehehehe. It's funny that Iyad is hanging out with all these girls. Hehehehe.

Oooh baby, here I come. I'm ready to rebel. Woohoo!! :P Glad to know you, seriously.

O.D.M said...

Nice blog, like Pac says:

"Give me a paper and a pen so I can write about my life of sin

a couple of bottles of gin in case I don't get in...

tell all my people i'm a Rydah
nobody cries when we die
we outlaws...let me ride"

Keep on doing what you do. I think I know you by the way.

I can listen to Pac all day...his music and words inspire revolutions.. I think I am gonna do a hostile takeover in Syria.

O.D.M said...

By the way, your story in Lebanon kinda pissed me off.

especially when I see most of my Syrian fools speaking with a lebanese accent, saying "yil3ama shu souri" to any word coming out of there own mother's mouth.

The other day, this lebanese guy told me that I am so not souri because my accent is homsy, and is closer to Lebanese..I told him that I am more Syrian than his Syrian great grandfather, and that his accent is what the deya3jeyyee in Ram Tarzi and surrounding villages speak now, add to it a little "tente effect".

Be yourself and don't give a f*ck.
I lived in Lebanon for a while and at the end of my semester my two best lebanese friends were speaking 7omse, and their favourite food was kubbeeee, and 7alawtil jobn!

Ahmad Nassri (i N F i N i T E) said...

hey sharks, you bet i love 2pac, I consider my self crazy cuz i get as much excited about rap as much as i get about metal :P
(but there is nothing better than metallica !) ;)

however i prefer Nas over 2pac
I'm sure you like him too

and when i'm searching for a laugh i put eminem on !

Sharks said...

ahhh!finding a place to fit in...where did i hear that before?!...O ya in my dreams!...hehe...kidding!...am sure one day we'll find more ppl like us...but unlike u...i only have ten years patience supply cus a million years r way too much for me ;D...
i understand u'll be here soon...hurry up girl!...it's also funny how guys usually hate iyad...can't really blame them...after all he gets to hang out with the coolest n' hottest girls in town ;P...hehe

Heeeeeey ODM!..."Life goes on "...is one of my fav tupac songs...but it's about dead homies...so i'd rather go for what he say:"Come listen to my truest thoughts, my truest feelings....How many caskets can we witness, Before we see it's hard to live This life without God, so we must ask forgiveness..."...

Well ODM i don't think i know anyone from Homs...how old r u?!...but since u'r gonna do a hostile takeover...then i definitely don't know u ;P...i can't see why my story in Beirut pissed u off?!...if it's cus of the homsi jokes am sorry i didn't mean it...look maybe u'r homsi accent helped u...cus my SHAMI accent didn't...cus no matter how serious the subject am talking about was...the slightest Shami word can make them laugh n' forget whatever am talking about!...anyways nice knowing u though u should watch out for what u say!...

Hey ahmad!...how cool is that!...u like 2pac too...but to me it's more like i love metallice but there's nothing better than 2pac ;)...Nas is cool but I don't know why i never bought any of his records!...n' ya eminem can be soo funny sometimes...but i stopped listening to him long time ago!i only have one cd for him n' i bought it cus it have 2 or 3 songs feat. 2pac...one of them is when thugs cry..."we don't shed tears,we shed blood...do u still wanna be a thug?!"...nice knowing u ahmad!...